I really want to write a book.

Anonymous asked: What would your world be like if you married your first boyfriend?

It would be a sad, trapped Christian life.

I thought it would get easier over time, but it just gets harder.

artbuff asked: 4.3% of the words in your most recent text post start with "fuck".

That seems a little low.

Shitz getting real.

I can’t believe I’m going to graduate in 10 days. I feel so incredibly unaccomplished. I’m fucking 25 (okay 24 and 3/4) and I’m just getting my BA! Are you fucking kidding me?!) And sadly I’m still that procrastinating immature girl when I was graduating high school 6 years ago. (holy fuck 6 years ago, if I got pregnant I could have a kid going into kindergarten!) And sadly those habits have gotten worse with the alcohol now in the concoction. I’m really disappointed in myself for fucking around for so long (and for fucking around still) and causing my delay in graduating. But when I think about it. If I did graduate earlier, I probably wouldn’t have gone to Cali with Isaac. And if I didn’t go with him, I might not have loved it so much or not want to get there ASAP.  I just fucking hate being a late bloomer, but maybe everything fucking happens for a reason.

I want to become distance. I need to become distant.

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